aww...sweetie,
Try to find a friendly church. Let them love you & make friends.
We do not get to choose our biological family but we can choose our 'friend' family.
There is always hope for better times as long as we are alive.
We must hold on & hang in there during the painful times to get to the 'goodtimes'.
If you want someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
Hmm, interesting on how you are looking at your life. Dieing is not the answer. You must learn to live.
Sometimes in life you have go deep down or hit bottom in order to come back up and live a full life. If you are hating yourself, family, friends, job, where you live, people around you, then you just have failing down. That is a good thing. Because the only way now is up!
So, pick yourself up and start all over again. Sometime you have to do that once, sometime you have to do that 100 times. But each time you will feel good about yourself and that is the true key to living.
So I hope you take some advice and listen to what I'm trying to tell you. But remember that you are the only one in your life that can make the change. So do it. Life with worth it.
